I held a panel for Stanpai's "NG Summer Sessions" last Saturday. It didn't turn out the way I had hoped. I've been pretty bummed out about the whole ordeal for the past few days. There's a lot that I feel went wrong, so I'll just list them in bullet points.

My Big Panel Mistakes:

• I didn't have a script to guide me
• The whole thing felt disjointed and unorganized
• I bit off more than I could chew
• Some of my advice wasn't the best during the Q&A

I know that there were some people who enjoyed my panel for what it was. I am glad that you guys enjoyed it despite its flaws. I personally feel like it was a bust and will be moving on from here.

I'll be taking a month off of social media to really focus on improving myself and my craft. I figure it would be best to get my head out of the matrix and put a healthier perspective in my mind.